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Monday, July 25, 2005
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i've got a lot to say...
but i will say none...
somethings are not to be told..
whereas somethings are to say for fun..
i need someone to talk to ..
which i can spill my heart...
someone who i can trust..
to lighten the burden ..
someone who would not tell others..
somone who is there..
someone who really cares for me..
and not the amount of money...
i see no one in my life now...
which fits my catigory of trust..
that's y sometimes i prefer to confide...
confide in ppl that are just crust..
i donno
i donno
wat do i wan?
i am wat u wan me to be...
like all the stars i saw at z pop .. they are so real yet so fake.. they do things ppl tell them to do... they are like toys.. i donno... when i see them... i have this funny feeling which i can't explain... it is not excited or watso ever...they are like ppl that are asked to do things they just comply... i feel comfortable with them... a feeling of ... i donno.... i m not good with words.. but even in chinese now... i donno how to explain... fei bi mo suo nen xing rong de....
nite readers
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
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now in school doing some english moe thingy.. three hours long paperdamn it man... so long the paper.. got reading listening and now doing the writing part... compo... wah cw chicken and duck! i should put a password to my blog soon. for the person who rejected me... i m not mad at u... i don blame you for rejectiing me .. i mean y would u accept me in the first place...i m just pissed off by u not telling me you don like me and treating me as if u duid... very irritting u know... even if u don like me u should have told me from the start than i will not gao bai gao wrong person!
to my readers sorry man cause i m like typeing this with my screen off cause teacher walking around. so sure have many tyoeing nmistakes... spelling errors sure a lot sorry readers.... gotta post things thingy soon and log out... damn she is like walking around how i one the com??????
she is walking around and reading every ones compo... nvm... i finished writing anyways....
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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there is no use to ponder over a one way ticket! i tell myself numorous times... but can i not ponder... 1st person tt i've like...*** with all my heart... watever....
gotta put a password to this... gotta have privarcy... he always say... maybe i'll do it..
WTH i m being such an arse....
may be guys are not my destiny! hahahaha! nite ppl out there....
i can even be good friends with my ex... y m i like pondering and treatin him bad when he rejected me? like i can't take rejection... though he is the first... n i bet there is many more to come!
good luck my strong(i hope) heart!
kiss my ass ---- this... is wat ian and i always say be for and sfter we meet! it is like an opening and closing speech thingy u know.... b b... my eyes are like closin in the fear of many things...
macho i may seem to all my friends.. but what's inside is wat they don dee under my cheerful face!
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now!
i m like talking to someone after a long long time and all i could think of is how cute he is..i wish .... no... and all he could think of is his harry potter!
wat duh...
my L1R5 like hit 41!! i even fail my a math! i m so gonna swear i will not be careless again.... the carelessness caused me my failure!
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
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i think he found the letter
which i hid in the cover.
wonder wat's his reaction,
would it be to my satisfaction?
haven't heard from him since then,
which is just one night ago.
he may be going bonkers
for all that i know....
our story started a long time ago
just that none of us know.
we met up after 3 years
but we didn't have any tears.
we acted like strangers infront of others
but privately we were more then just peers.
we were friends that shared memories
memories that nv could disappear.
我和"他"从逢时
我们无话不说.
三年没见
他变帅了许多.
对他有意思的我
不知他在想什么 .
他的信号有对有错
真的使我不知所措!
how?
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
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ok.. lets start from:
saturday, 9 july 2005
i went to my cuz's cuz house as they came back from australia for the winter break. there, i met someone that i never met before. it is not nv i met him B4. last time i met him was 3 years ago but memory of him was very limited. i can't Rmb much about him . but his character now is fabulous. anyway. i hardly slept at night couldn't sleep mainly lah. he kept me company the whole time.
sunday, 10 july 2005
in the morn, after breakfast with them, i went to a therapist with my uncle and kai my sis and aunt. kai is so cute. in the sense brotherly cute. his character is so ... funny in a good way... everytime i think about him... it makes me smile no matter how sad i m... haha... LOL... and he sings well too. JH in another hand, makes me go into deep thinkings whenever i think about him. he is the type that i donno wat his thinking... but he is certainly the sweetest person i know... most cheerful and always looking on the bright side... but sometimes i can't help but wonder somethings about him that stunts me....but he always dies things out of my expectations... calls me when i least expects it ... hearing his voice calms me down and brings a smile to my face..certainly...i will not forget him even if he is gone for another 3 years this time! i m sure of that!
well, after that i got home and got ready for training. during training it rained so heavily that it had to be canceled. i went for takewando... during takewando... i trained to the limit. i trained till i sweat like running water... very shoik! after that ran myself through with cold water.. so cooling!
monday,11 july 2005
nothing much happened except at night which is confidential
tuesday, 12 july 2005
thats today... i think my bill is going to brust... i msg over 20 msgs ato Australia... die! somemore the ppl i msg too didn't msg back... sigh... watever lah...got my dad bday present... i bought 3 wine glasses. one for my dad one for my mum and one for me. my siblings can't drink yet. wait till they can then i'll get them one then can personalise... anyway i think that is about it!
bye!
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Monday, July 04, 2005
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yesterday my aunt got married... went to "do " my hair... i cut it... not me lah a guy name stanely chua cut it... he is quite good... after that got him to think of a design to style my hair... he said to curl it i thought he was joking cause he had been joking with me since he stared doing my hair.. he really go and curl! i told him i found it very messy... than he said.." not bad wat... quiet nice... i like" i nearly fainted... got him to straightened it back... he quiet nice person lah not bad looking also... cut hair also goos... quiet tall got not bad bod... haha... but i think he got gf already... haha
inner self---angie stop talking nonsense
angie---- o.k *zip*
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